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~~== Further info about personal life ==~~

~~=== Philosophy ===~~

d9eoead is a nihilist, specifically an existential nihilist; he believes that life objectively is meaningless and lacks any higher purpose. But unlike some nihilists who seek to create their own values in life, d9eoead has stated that he lives without any value or purpose.

im just so absolutely desensitized to the fact that my life is meaningless that the only thing that absolutely fucking nothing can be holding me up and i'd still keep going because i dont have the will to actually...... end it. this has happened many times and the best thing to do is just keep going. the thoughts will pass

~~a lot of times i just feel as if i dont need meaning. i just do things~~

ive talked with many people (many were religious) who believed that you absolutely must have meaning or some sense of purpose to have a fulfilling life. they're completely stumped when i just tell them i have absolutely no purpose or meaning because i feel like i just don't need it

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d9eoead, as a nihilist, also believes that moral values are objectively baseless. He rejects most systems of morality because they can still cause harm to people. Instead, he follows his own system of morals, mainly "don't harm people or animals", but sometimes he cares more about animals than the wellbeing or feelings of people.

d9eoead is also an antinatalist; he believes that procreation is unacceptable because individuals do not consent to being born, and that coming into existence brings harm or suffering. This is partially why he does not want to have children, other than that he believes its a waste of time and money.

~~=== Mental health ===~~

d9eoead has noted that he shows many signs of ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) such as emotional detachment, lack of empathy, lack of concern for others, and manipulative behavior. d9eoead struggles heavily with empathy, doing things that personally or emotionally affect other people and then lacking a lot or any care for those people. A big example of this is a "prank" he pulled on Lime.owot, scaring him in DMs by telling him that he would be banned from OWOT and OWOP. When confronted about this several times by Lime, d9eoead deflected and avoided confrontation, saying he did not know what he was talking about. Even despite the emotional distress that he caused to Lime, d9eoead barely shows any regard. However, d9eoead feels far more for animals, this can be seen when he lashed out at Fernozzle when he discussed killing clams and lobsters, urging him to do it painlessly.

d9eoead also struggles with identity. When d9eoead was a child, he was exposed to the internet very early in his development. He switched between many identities and aliases and it impacted with his sense of self. This caused him to have a habit of changing his personality to fit the environment. When he first found OWOT, it was quite a toxic place, full of edgy humor and trolls. Thus, while he was still developing as a child, his personality molded to fit the environment. The toxicity of OWOT at the time was internalized, and formed what he believes to be the "default" personality. Because this hateful, toxic personality is the "default", it's the easiest one his brain can "pull off", he easily reverts and becomes more vicious, often leading to his reputation becoming more damaged.

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~~im afraid there is no me anymore. there is only the me that you know.~~

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This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance.

~~=== Opinions on plurality ===~~

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~~doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom~~

im not trying to objectify here but children are whole ass biological lifeforms that can act of their own will. with alters you just think about their personality traits and then just… make them. this is of a much higher degree with fictives

~~like the process of making them. isn’t it just like making a sims character? none of your traits are yours. you didn’t choose to be this way, someone else did because they were bored~~

~~if i was an alter i would want to kill myself but i can’t without harming the body which is something i dont want to do cause it would put the other alters at risk~~

~~I’d basically be trapped. I would have been created with all these memories against my will because the host was bored. My life would be expendable~~

And for what? Boredom? Self-exploration? To be able to create an entire individual life… do these alters even fit into human rights? They’re just expendable though? Like they can be created and destroyed at will

I know they can change their traits but it’s kind of objectifying that they are just created with them like a sims character. It’s kind of horrifying how the definition of an individual can be stretched to such a degree and it kind of just adds a new level of meaningless to me. It’s sort of like Satan from Mark Twain’s “The Mysterious Stranger”, he creates these human lives and when they all die horrifically he just doesn’t care. He can just make new ones and start over like they’re just his playthings

~~They can just be resurrected. Like it creates a whole new level of meaningless in that lives aren’t special. You can be created and destroyed and brought back.~~

~~I think you people should watch Pantheon or play Soma. Very interesting philosophically and stretches the definition of an individual life or identity to its limits~~

Like how brain scans are technically identical to that person’s entire personality, their memories, their identity, etc. but it’s… not them. It can be treated like a computer program. In the game Soma, you have to get a password from a worker whose brain has been scanned and put into a computer simulation. You have to coax the information out of the brain-scanned personality and you can open up multiple simulations, even pretending to be his girlfriend to gain his trust. You can do things like torture him and then you can just close simulations and start over.

Like im saying when you restart the simulation are you technically killing him? It’s just a simulation of his…… entire being. Personality, memories, everything. You can make him stop existing. And then you can bring him back as if nothing happened. It’s very disturbing to me

~~I’m talking about the identities themselves and whether they should be considered their own lives. That’s where the simulation stuff comes in~~

You can bring them back, no? It's like a video game. You go in, and design your character. Like Sims. And then you can just delete them. If they get a little rowdy, it's okay, you can make new ones when you need them.

~~It's the host's choice to do what they want with them. And that is what scares me.~~

~~If I was an alter, I would not want that much control and dictation over my very being and core. That is why I would want to die if I was in a system.~~

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=== Gender ===

d9eoead has also stated that he may have been questioning transfem when he was younger, roleplaying as female on MPP the majority of the time. Recently, he has stated that he has begun questioning transfem again, having thoughts about identifying a female. Nevertheless, he is cisgender and currently identifies as male.

=== Philosophy ===

d9eoead is a nihilist, specifically an existential nihilist; he believes that life objectively is meaningless and lacks any higher purpose. But unlike some nihilists who seek to create their own values in life, d9eoead has stated that he lives without any value or purpose.

im just so absolutely desensitized to the fact that my life is meaningless that the only thing that absolutely fucking nothing can be holding me up and i'd still keep going because i dont have the will to actually...... end it. this has happened many times and the best thing to do is just keep going. the thoughts will pass

a lot of times i just feel as if i dont need meaning. i just do things

ive talked with many people (many were religious) who believed that you absolutely must have meaning or some sense of purpose to have a fulfilling life. they're completely stumped when i just tell them i have absolutely no purpose or meaning because i feel like i just don't need it

</blockquote>

d9eoead, as a nihilist, also believes that moral values are objectively baseless. He rejects most systems of morality because they can still cause harm to people. Instead, he follows his own system of morals, mainly "don't harm people or animals", but sometimes he cares more about animals than the wellbeing or feelings of people.

d9eoead is also an antinatalist; he believes that procreation is unacceptable because individuals do not consent to being born, and that coming into existence brings harm or suffering. This is partially why he does not want to have children, other than that he believes its a waste of time and money.

=== Mental health ===

d9eoead has noted that he shows many signs of ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) such as emotional detachment, lack of empathy, lack of concern for others, and manipulative behavior. d9eoead struggles heavily with empathy, doing things that personally or emotionally affect other people and then lacking a lot or any care for those people. A big example of this is a "prank" he pulled on Lime.owot, scaring him in DMs by telling him that he would be banned from OWOT and OWOP. When confronted about this several times by Lime, d9eoead deflected and avoided confrontation, saying he did not know what he was talking about. Even despite the emotional distress that he caused to Lime, d9eoead barely shows any regard. However, d9eoead feels far more for animals, this can be seen when he lashed out at Fernozzle when he discussed killing clams and lobsters, urging him to do it painlessly.

d9eoead also struggles with identity. When d9eoead was a child, he was exposed to the internet very early in his development. He switched between many identities and aliases and it impacted with his sense of self. This caused him to have a habit of changing his personality to fit the environment. When he first found OWOT, it was quite a toxic place, full of edgy humor and trolls. Thus, while he was still developing as a child, his personality molded to fit the environment. The toxicity of OWOT at the time was internalized, and formed what he believes to be the "default" personality. Because this hateful, toxic personality is the "default", it's the easiest one his brain can "pull off", he easily reverts and becomes more vicious, often leading to his reputation becoming more damaged.

im afraid there is no me anymore. there is only the me that you know.

</blockquote>

This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance.

=== Opinions on plurality ===

doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom

im not trying to objectify here but children are whole ass biological lifeforms that can act of their own will. with alters you just think about their personality traits and then just… make them. this is of a much higher degree with fictives

like the process of making them. isn’t it just like making a sims character? none of your traits are yours. you didn’t choose to be this way, someone else did because they were bored

if i was an alter i would want to kill myself but i can’t without harming the body which is something i dont want to do cause it would put the other alters at risk

I’d basically be trapped. I would have been created with all these memories against my will because the host was bored. My life would be expendable

And for what? Boredom? Self-exploration? To be able to create an entire individual life… do these alters even fit into human rights? They’re just expendable though? Like they can be created and destroyed at will

I know they can change their traits but it’s kind of objectifying that they are just created with them like a sims character. It’s kind of horrifying how the definition of an individual can be stretched to such a degree and it kind of just adds a new level of meaningless to me. It’s sort of like Satan from Mark Twain’s “The Mysterious Stranger”, he creates these human lives and when they all die horrifically he just doesn’t care. He can just make new ones and start over like they’re just his playthings

They can just be resurrected. Like it creates a whole new level of meaningless in that lives aren’t special. You can be created and destroyed and brought back.

I think you people should watch Pantheon or play Soma. Very interesting philosophically and stretches the definition of an individual life or identity to its limits

Like how brain scans are technically identical to that person’s entire personality, their memories, their identity, etc. but it’s… not them. It can be treated like a computer program. In the game Soma, you have to get a password from a worker whose brain has been scanned and put into a computer simulation. You have to coax the information out of the brain-scanned personality and you can open up multiple simulations, even pretending to be his girlfriend to gain his trust. You can do things like torture him and then you can just close simulations and start over.

Like im saying when you restart the simulation are you technically killing him? It’s just a simulation of his…… entire being. Personality, memories, everything. You can make him stop existing. And then you can bring him back as if nothing happened. It’s very disturbing to me

I’m talking about the identities themselves and whether they should be considered their own lives. That’s where the simulation stuff comes in

You can bring them back, no? It's like a video game. You go in, and design your character. Like Sims. And then you can just delete them. If they get a little rowdy, it's okay, you can make new ones when you need them.

It's the host's choice to do what they want with them. And that is what scares me.

If I was an alter, I would not want that much control and dictation over my very being and core. That is why I would want to die if I was in a system.

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