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== Philosophy == | |||
d9eoead is a nihilist, specifically an existential nihilist; he believes that life objectively is meaningless and lacks any higher purpose. But unlike some nihilists who seek to create their own values in life, d9eoead has stated that he lives without any value or purpose. | d9eoead is a nihilist, specifically an existential nihilist; he believes that life objectively is meaningless and lacks any higher purpose. But unlike some nihilists who seek to create their own values in life, d9eoead has stated that he lives without any value or purpose. | ||
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d9eoead, as a nihilist, also believes that moral values are objectively baseless. He rejects most systems of morality because they can still cause harm to people. Instead, he follows his own system of morals, mainly "don't harm people or animals", but sometimes he cares more about animals than the wellbeing or feelings of people. | d9eoead, as a nihilist, also believes that moral values are objectively baseless. He rejects most systems of morality because they can still cause harm to people. Instead, he follows his own system of morals, mainly "don't harm people or animals", but sometimes he cares more about animals than the wellbeing or feelings of people. | ||
== Mental health == | |||
d9eoead has noted that he shows many signs of ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) such as emotional detachment, lack of empathy, lack of concern for others, and manipulative behavior. d9eoead struggles heavily with empathy, doing things that personally or emotionally affect other people and then lacking a lot or any care for those people. A big example of this is a "prank" he pulled on Lime.owot, scaring him in DMs by telling him that he would be banned from OWOT and OWOP. When confronted about this several times by Lime, d9eoead deflected and avoided confrontation, saying he did not know what he was talking about. Even despite the emotional distress that he caused to Lime, d9eoead barely shows any regard. However, d9eoead feels far more for animals, this can be seen when he lashed out at Fernozzle when he discussed killing clams and lobsters, urging him to do it painlessly. | d9eoead has noted that he shows many signs of ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) such as emotional detachment, lack of empathy, lack of concern for others, and manipulative behavior. d9eoead struggles heavily with empathy, doing things that personally or emotionally affect other people and then lacking a lot or any care for those people. A big example of this is a "prank" he pulled on Lime.owot, scaring him in DMs by telling him that he would be banned from OWOT and OWOP. When confronted about this several times by Lime, d9eoead deflected and avoided confrontation, saying he did not know what he was talking about. Even despite the emotional distress that he caused to Lime, d9eoead barely shows any regard. However, d9eoead feels far more for animals, this can be seen when he lashed out at Fernozzle when he discussed killing clams and lobsters, urging him to do it painlessly. | ||
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This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance. | This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance. | ||
== Opinions on plurality == | |||
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''doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom'' | ''doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom'' | ||