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| age = {{age|2010|8|18}} | | age = {{age|2010|8|18}} | ||
| sex = Male | | sex = Male | ||
| gender = Cisgender | | gender = Cisgender male | ||
| sexual_orientation = Heterosexual | | sexual_orientation = Heterosexual | ||
| race = | | race = | ||
| religion = | | religion = Agnostic atheist | ||
| nationality = American/German/Korean/Scottish | | nationality = American/German/Korean/Scottish | ||
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| height = 171.45 cm (5 ft 7.5 in) | | height = 171.45 cm (5 ft 7.5 in) | ||
| weight = | | weight = 126 lbs (57.15 kg) | ||
| eyes = Hazel | | eyes = Hazel | ||
| webpage = | | webpage = | ||
| other_socials = eccojams__60791 ({{wp|Discord}}) | | other_socials = eccojams__60791 ({{wp|Discord}}) | ||
| worlds = | | worlds = See [https://wiki.ourworldoftext.com/wiki/D9eoead#Worlds text] | ||
| active = Discord, OWOT, OWOT wiki, MPP | | active = Discord, OWOT, OWOT wiki, MPP | ||
| active_date = *2018(''Discovered OWOT'') | | active_date = *2018(''Discovered OWOT'') | ||
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| affiliations = {{Plainlist| | | affiliations = {{Plainlist| | ||
* rscr | * rscr | ||
* space.cowboy | * space.cowboy | ||
* FP | |||
* fern | |||
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d9 believes that a large part of the community's decline can be attributed to the 2024 [[TextWaller migration]], which flooded the site with immature/underage users. Notorious subcultures such as [[fictional googology]] and [[antiswear]] were introduced to OWOT from [[TextWall|Textwall]], both of which are despised by d9. | d9 believes that a large part of the community's decline can be attributed to the 2024 [[TextWaller migration]], which flooded the site with immature/underage users. Notorious subcultures such as [[fictional googology]] and [[antiswear]] were introduced to OWOT from [[TextWall|Textwall]], both of which are despised by d9. | ||
He has the following to say about Textwallers:<blockquote>''yeah. the textwall immigration wave destroyed the owot userbase and the stain is still there. there's still a bunch of little kids or dumbfucks every once in a while but back then they were fucking everywhere. even if you uttered the word "fuck" once you'd get a handful of kids spiraling telling you that SWEARING BAD!!! U MUST NOT SWEAR!!''</blockquote><blockquote>they tried to... reclaim owot. transform its rules and already built community to fit themselves and what they wanted. selfish and annoying. parasitic, even. | He has the following to say about Textwallers:<blockquote>''yeah. the textwall immigration wave destroyed the owot userbase and the stain is still there. there's still a bunch of little kids or dumbfucks every once in a while but back then they were fucking everywhere. even if you uttered the word "fuck" once you'd get a handful of kids spiraling telling you that SWEARING BAD!!! U MUST NOT SWEAR!!''</blockquote><blockquote>''they tried to... reclaim owot. transform its rules and already built community to fit themselves and what they wanted. selfish and annoying. parasitic, even. | ||
and they are still here. trollboxers are coming too, there's a few good trollboxers but the rest are the same as the textwall kids from back then</blockquote> | and they are still here. trollboxers are coming too, there's a few good trollboxers but the rest are the same as the textwall kids from back then''</blockquote> | ||
=== Charts === | === Charts === | ||
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im just so absolutely desensitized to the fact that my life is meaningless that the only thing that absolutely fucking nothing can be holding me up and i'd still keep going because i dont have the will to actually...... end it. this has happened many times and the best thing to do is just keep going. the thoughts will pass | ''im just so absolutely desensitized to the fact that my life is meaningless that the only thing that absolutely fucking nothing can be holding me up and i'd still keep going because i dont have the will to actually...... end it. this has happened many times and the best thing to do is just keep going. the thoughts will pass'' | ||
a lot of times i just feel as if i dont need meaning. i just do things | ''a lot of times i just feel as if i dont need meaning. i just do things'' | ||
ive talked with many people (many were religious) who believed that you absolutely must have meaning or some sense of purpose to have a fulfilling life. they're completely stumped when i just tell them i have absolutely no purpose or meaning because i feel like i just don't need it | ''ive talked with many people (many were religious) who believed that you absolutely must have meaning or some sense of purpose to have a fulfilling life. they're completely stumped when i just tell them i have absolutely no purpose or meaning because i feel like i just don't need it'' | ||
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d9eoead also struggles with identity. When d9eoead was a child, he was exposed to the internet very early in his development. He switched between many identities and aliases and it impacted with his sense of self. This caused him to have a habit of changing his personality to fit the environment. When he first found OWOT, it was quite a toxic place, full of edgy humor and trolls. Thus, while he was still developing as a child, his personality molded to fit the environment. The toxicity of OWOT at the time was internalized, and formed what he believes to be the "default" personality. Because this hateful, toxic personality is the "default", it's the easiest one his brain can "pull off", he easily reverts and becomes more vicious, often leading to his reputation becoming more damaged. | d9eoead also struggles with identity. When d9eoead was a child, he was exposed to the internet very early in his development. He switched between many identities and aliases and it impacted with his sense of self. This caused him to have a habit of changing his personality to fit the environment. When he first found OWOT, it was quite a toxic place, full of edgy humor and trolls. Thus, while he was still developing as a child, his personality molded to fit the environment. The toxicity of OWOT at the time was internalized, and formed what he believes to be the "default" personality. Because this hateful, toxic personality is the "default", it's the easiest one his brain can "pull off", he easily reverts and becomes more vicious, often leading to his reputation becoming more damaged. | ||
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im afraid there is no me anymore. there is only the me that you know. | ''im afraid there is no me anymore. there is only the me that you know.'' | ||
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This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance. | This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance. | ||
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=== Opinions on plurality === | === Opinions on plurality === | ||
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doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom | ''doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom'' | ||
im not trying to objectify here but children are whole ass biological lifeforms that can act of their own will. with alters you just think about their personality traits and then just… make them. this is of a much higher degree with fictives | ''im not trying to objectify here but children are whole ass biological lifeforms that can act of their own will. with alters you just think about their personality traits and then just… make them. this is of a much higher degree with fictives'' | ||
like the process of making them. isn’t it just like making a sims character? none of your traits are yours. you didn’t choose to be this way, someone else did because they were bored | ''like the process of making them. isn’t it just like making a sims character? none of your traits are yours. you didn’t choose to be this way, someone else did because they were bored'' | ||
if i was an alter i would want to kill myself but i can’t without harming the body which is something i dont want to do cause it would put the other alters at risk | ''if i was an alter i would want to kill myself but i can’t without harming the body which is something i dont want to do cause it would put the other alters at risk'' | ||
I’d basically be trapped. I would have been created with all these memories against my will because the host was bored. My life would be expendable | ''I’d basically be trapped. I would have been created with all these memories against my will because the host was bored. My life would be expendable'' | ||
And for what? Boredom? Self-exploration? To be able to create an entire individual life… do these alters even fit into human rights? They’re just expendable though? Like they can be created and destroyed at will | ''And for what? Boredom? Self-exploration? To be able to create an entire individual life… do these alters even fit into human rights? They’re just expendable though? Like they can be created and destroyed at will'' | ||
I know they can change their traits but it’s kind of objectifying that they are just created with them like a sims character. It’s kind of horrifying how the definition of an individual can be stretched to such a degree and it kind of just adds a new level of meaningless to me. It’s sort of like Satan from Mark Twain’s “The Mysterious Stranger”, he creates these human lives and when they all die horrifically he just doesn’t care. He can just make new ones and start over like they’re just his playthings | ''I know they can change their traits but it’s kind of objectifying that they are just created with them like a sims character. It’s kind of horrifying how the definition of an individual can be stretched to such a degree and it kind of just adds a new level of meaningless to me. It’s sort of like Satan from Mark Twain’s “The Mysterious Stranger”, he creates these human lives and when they all die horrifically he just doesn’t care. He can just make new ones and start over like they’re just his playthings'' | ||
They can just be resurrected. Like it creates a whole new level of meaningless in that lives aren’t special. You can be created and destroyed and brought back. | ''They can just be resurrected. Like it creates a whole new level of meaningless in that lives aren’t special. You can be created and destroyed and brought back.'' | ||
I think you people should watch Pantheon or play Soma. Very interesting philosophically and stretches the definition of an individual life or identity to its limits | ''I think you people should watch Pantheon or play Soma. Very interesting philosophically and stretches the definition of an individual life or identity to its limits'' | ||
Like how brain scans are technically identical to that person’s entire personality, their memories, their identity, etc. but it’s… not them. It can be treated like a computer program. In the game Soma, you have to get a password from a worker whose brain has been scanned and put into a computer simulation. You have to coax the information out of the brain-scanned personality and you can open up multiple simulations, even pretending to be his girlfriend to gain his trust. You can do things like torture him and then you can just close simulations and start over. | ''Like how brain scans are technically identical to that person’s entire personality, their memories, their identity, etc. but it’s… not them. It can be treated like a computer program. In the game Soma, you have to get a password from a worker whose brain has been scanned and put into a computer simulation. You have to coax the information out of the brain-scanned personality and you can open up multiple simulations, even pretending to be his girlfriend to gain his trust. You can do things like torture him and then you can just close simulations and start over.'' | ||
Like im saying when you restart the simulation are you technically killing him? It’s just a simulation of his…… entire being. Personality, memories, everything. You can make him stop existing. And then you can bring him back as if nothing happened. It’s very disturbing to me | ''Like im saying when you restart the simulation are you technically killing him? It’s just a simulation of his…… entire being. Personality, memories, everything. You can make him stop existing. And then you can bring him back as if nothing happened. It’s very disturbing to me'' | ||
I’m talking about the identities themselves and whether they should be considered their own lives. That’s where the simulation stuff comes in | ''I’m talking about the identities themselves and whether they should be considered their own lives. That’s where the simulation stuff comes in'' | ||
You can bring them back, no? It's like a video game. You go in, and design your character. Like Sims. And then you can just delete them. If they get a little rowdy, it's okay, you can make new ones when you need them. | ''You can bring them back, no? It's like a video game. You go in, and design your character. Like Sims. And then you can just delete them. If they get a little rowdy, it's okay, you can make new ones when you need them.'' | ||
It's the host's choice to do what they want with them. And that is what scares me. | ''It's the host's choice to do what they want with them. And that is what scares me.'' | ||
If I was an alter, I would not want that much control and dictation over my very being and core. That is why I would want to die if I was in a system. | ''If I was an alter, I would not want that much control and dictation over my very being and core. That is why I would want to die if I was in a system.'' | ||
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By the beginning 2025, the tree had been extended upwards to 380 Y and downwards to -29 Y. It is one of the longest known worlds and has the distinction of being made entirely by hand. [[FP]] himself complimented d9 for his effort, recounting how he used to give out certificates for handmade content. | By the beginning 2025, the tree had been extended upwards to 380 Y and downwards to -29 Y. It is one of the longest known worlds and has the distinction of being made entirely by hand. [[FP]] himself complimented d9 for his effort, recounting how he used to give out certificates for handmade content. | ||
[[File:Tree of plants.png|center|thumb|805x805px]] | [[File:Tree of plants.png|center|thumb|805x805px|[[Large OWOT screenshots|Large screenshot]] of the world]] | ||
=== /tree_of_vertebrates === | === /tree_of_vertebrates === | ||
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d9eoead ranted on the OWOT discord about his thoughts on his progress on /tree_of_plants_v2, why he makes these worlds, and how it has affected him: | d9eoead ranted on the OWOT discord about his thoughts on his progress on /tree_of_plants_v2, why he makes these worlds, and how it has affected him: | ||
<blockquote> | <blockquote>''Honestly I do not know what the fuck I'm gonna do once I get to Asteraceae. 43 tribes in 12 subfamilies, and god knows how many fucking subtribes, and still ongoing research.'' | ||
''This might be bad for my mental health but oh well.'' | ''This might be bad for my mental health but oh well.'' | ||
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''People have said that maybe the tree worlds are overdone, but I love making them. This is art to me. this is self expression via something that I absolutely love: science. And I wish people would genuinely understand how much it means to me'' | ''People have said that maybe the tree worlds are overdone, but I love making them. This is art to me. this is self expression via something that I absolutely love: science. And I wish people would genuinely understand how much it means to me'' | ||
''Sorry for the rant.'' | ''Sorry for the rant.'' | ||
'''— d9 on the OWOT Discord'''</blockquote> | '''— d9 on the OWOT Discord'''</blockquote>/tree_of_plants_v2 was abandoned on October 17th, 2025, with d9 instead shifting focus to a tree of animals. The world was roughly 100 coordinates long in its final state.<gallery mode="packed" heights="600"> | ||
File:Topv2 1.png | |||
File:Topv2 2.png | |||
File:Topv2 3.png | |||
File:Topv2 4.png | |||
</gallery> | |||
=== /solar_system_scale_v2 === | |||
[https://ourworldoftext.com/solar_system_scale_v2 /solar_system_scale_v2] was created in March 2025, and became [[World of the Day|WOTD]] in September. | |||
[[File:Solar system scale v2.png|center|thumb|495x495px|The Sun]] | |||
=== /tree_of_animals === | |||
[https://ourworldoftext.com/tree_of_animals /tree_of_animals] was started in September 2025 and is currently ongoing. It is roughly 70 coordinates long.<gallery mode="packed" heights="600"> | |||
File:Tree of animals 1.png | |||
File:Tree of animals 2.png | |||
File:Tree of animals 3.png | |||
</gallery> | |||
==Personal info== | ==Personal info== | ||
=== Gender === | === Gender === | ||
d9eoead has also stated that he may have been questioning transfem when he was younger, roleplaying as female on MPP the majority of the time. | d9eoead has also stated that he may have been questioning transfem when he was younger, roleplaying as female on MPP the majority of the time. In mid 2025, he has stated that he began questioning transfem again, having thoughts about identifying a female. D9eoead has revealed that he was not truly transgender, and those feelings were spurred due to his lack of actual identity. Nevertheless, he is cisgender and identifies as male. | ||
==Trivia== | ==Trivia== | ||
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[[Category:World Creators]] | [[Category:World Creators]] | ||
[[Category:Discord Users]] | [[Category:Discord Users]] | ||
[[Category:Controversial users]] | |||
[[Category:Drama]] | [[Category:Drama]] | ||