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{{About user}} | {{About user}} | ||
{{DISPLAYTITLE:d9eoead}} | {{DISPLAYTITLE:d9eoead}} | ||
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{{Infobox character | {{Infobox character | ||
| name = d9eoead | | name = d9eoead | ||
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* eccojams (MPP) | * eccojams (MPP) | ||
}} | }} | ||
| age | | age = {{age|2010|8|18}} | ||
| sex | | sex = Male | ||
| gender | | gender = Cisgender male | ||
| sexual_orientation = Heterosexual | | sexual_orientation = Heterosexual | ||
| race | | race = | ||
| religion | | religion = Agnostic atheist | ||
| nationality | | nationality = American/German/Korean/Scottish | ||
| residence | | residence = | ||
| marital | | marital = | ||
| significant_other | | significant_other = | ||
| birth_date | | birth_date = August 18th, 2010 | ||
| birth_place | | birth_place = | ||
| height | | height = 171.45 cm (5 ft 7.5 in) | ||
| weight | | weight = 126 lbs (57.15 kg) | ||
| eyes | | eyes = Hazel | ||
| webpage | | webpage = | ||
| other_socials | | other_socials = eccojams__60791 ({{wp|Discord}}) | ||
| worlds = | | worlds = See [https://wiki.ourworldoftext.com/wiki/D9eoead#Worlds text] | ||
| active = Discord, OWOT, OWOT wiki, MPP | | active = Discord, OWOT, OWOT wiki, MPP | ||
| active_date = *2018(''Discovered OWOT'') | | active_date = *2018(''Discovered OWOT'') | ||
| discord_roles = | | discord_roles = | ||
| roles = | | roles = World creator, [[Moderation|moderator]] for [[/main]] | ||
| affiliations = {{Plainlist| | | affiliations = {{Plainlist| | ||
* rscr | * rscr | ||
* space.cowboy | * space.cowboy | ||
* FP | |||
* fern | |||
}} | }} | ||
| image = | | image = | ||
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Sometimes, though this has decreased in recent months, he enjoys picking on people or things for their flaws. Due to this, people often say that he "hates everyone", despite him only hating a select few people or things. This once included [[Fictional googology|FG]] and [[TextWall]], but d9eoead's hatred towards them has become less frequent as their presence has diminished on OWOT. | Sometimes, though this has decreased in recent months, he enjoys picking on people or things for their flaws. Due to this, people often say that he "hates everyone", despite him only hating a select few people or things. This once included [[Fictional googology|FG]] and [[TextWall]], but d9eoead's hatred towards them has become less frequent as their presence has diminished on OWOT. | ||
d9 has repeatedly campaigned for [[Moderation|moderator]], and in 2025 he was given rollback perms on [[/main]]. | |||
== History == | == History == | ||
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When it was revealed that lime.owot was in a relationship with [[Polonez]], d9eoead became incredibly frustrated, persuading lime.owot to end the relationship immediately. d9eoead repeatedly explained how a 100% online relationship between a 14 and 13 year old is very unstable and can lead to many problems. lime.owot has not taken d9eoead's advice, saying that he has set boundaries in the relationship to make sure it does not go too far. | When it was revealed that lime.owot was in a relationship with [[Polonez]], d9eoead became incredibly frustrated, persuading lime.owot to end the relationship immediately. d9eoead repeatedly explained how a 100% online relationship between a 14 and 13 year old is very unstable and can lead to many problems. lime.owot has not taken d9eoead's advice, saying that he has set boundaries in the relationship to make sure it does not go too far. | ||
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== Opinions about the community == | |||
=== Moderation === | |||
d9 is a proponent for stronger moderation within the community, and has asked to be made a mod on several occasions. | |||
In the [[OWOT Discord]], he proposed the following guideline for appointing new moderators:<blockquote>''OWOT has a big moderation problem, coming from the lack of it. There is only 1 mod on the site, [[Fp|FP]], and he rarely ever moderates due to a harsh schedule. While OWOT has already attempted to hire new mods (and failed), I propose another attempt.'' | |||
''There should be an official mod application form, posted ONLY in this server. People can apply to be moderators and enter a queue. They are required to enter their usernames on OWOT and the OWOT discord server. Questions must be moderation-related, such as what the user would do in certain scenarios, as well as how they believe they could be a good candidate for mod. When there has been a specific amount of people in queue, the form closes.'' | |||
'''<big>''DO NOT LET THE COMMUNITY VOTE FOR MODS.''</big>''' | |||
'''''Instead, that should be left up to the mods themselves instead of the users.''''' | |||
''The OWOT community is heavily biased, and relying on them to decide mods is very inefficient and often leads to bad choices.'' | |||
''Mods can search your record to see if you are trustable or a good fit. They can also deny your application based on underage, immaturity, or a history of being a nuisance or untrustworthy figure. After a select handful of users have been accepted, they are DMed on Discord asking if the application was them. This is to avoid impersonation.'' | |||
''The new mods have a lower rank than the original staff. They can only mute users on the site and discord, but are supposed to alert higherups before further action is taken. “Junior moderators” main role is to only assist moderation or to keep an eye on users and alert Fern or FP if anything bad is happening.''</blockquote> | |||
=== The site's past === | |||
d9 looks back nostalgically upon the 2022 era of OWOT, citing it as an edgier but more entertaining phase of the community. This was a period that was largely centered around the [[Chat|frontpage chat]], before it was [[Removal of chat|removed]]. | |||
He cited trolls like [[PinkiePie]], [[ScarlettAnn]], and [[Elon musk]] as important figures from that time. Notably, d9 reflected that he enjoyed this era so much in part because he himself was a troll at the time. | |||
=== Textwall === | |||
d9 believes that a large part of the community's decline can be attributed to the 2024 [[TextWaller migration]], which flooded the site with immature/underage users. Notorious subcultures such as [[fictional googology]] and [[antiswear]] were introduced to OWOT from [[TextWall|Textwall]], both of which are despised by d9. | |||
He has the following to say about Textwallers:<blockquote>''yeah. the textwall immigration wave destroyed the owot userbase and the stain is still there. there's still a bunch of little kids or dumbfucks every once in a while but back then they were fucking everywhere. even if you uttered the word "fuck" once you'd get a handful of kids spiraling telling you that SWEARING BAD!!! U MUST NOT SWEAR!!''</blockquote><blockquote>''they tried to... reclaim owot. transform its rules and already built community to fit themselves and what they wanted. selfish and annoying. parasitic, even. | |||
and they are still here. trollboxers are coming too, there's a few good trollboxers but the rest are the same as the textwall kids from back then''</blockquote> | |||
=== Charts === | |||
{{main|OWOT Fanart}}<gallery mode="packed" heights="400"> | |||
File:D9eoeadAlignmentChart 8-17-25 colored.webp|d9's [[OWOT Alignment Charts|alignment chart]] of OWOT users | |||
File:D9eoead_WOTD_review_(Sep_17th,_2025).webp|d9's review of all [[World of the Day|WOTDs]] as of September 17th, 2025 | |||
</gallery> | |||
== Further info about personal life == | |||
=== Philosophy === | |||
d9eoead is a nihilist, specifically an existential nihilist; he believes that life objectively is meaningless and lacks any higher purpose. But unlike some nihilists who seek to create their own values in life, d9eoead has stated that he lives without any value or purpose. | |||
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''im just so absolutely desensitized to the fact that my life is meaningless that the only thing that absolutely fucking nothing can be holding me up and i'd still keep going because i dont have the will to actually...... end it. this has happened many times and the best thing to do is just keep going. the thoughts will pass'' | |||
''a lot of times i just feel as if i dont need meaning. i just do things'' | |||
''ive talked with many people (many were religious) who believed that you absolutely must have meaning or some sense of purpose to have a fulfilling life. they're completely stumped when i just tell them i have absolutely no purpose or meaning because i feel like i just don't need it'' | |||
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d9eoead, as a nihilist, also believes that moral values are objectively baseless. He rejects most systems of morality because they can still cause harm to people. Instead, he follows his own system of morals, mainly "don't harm people or animals", but sometimes he cares more about animals than the wellbeing or feelings of people. | |||
d9eoead is also an antinatalist; he believes that procreation is unacceptable because individuals do not consent to being born, and that coming into existence brings harm or suffering. This is partially why he does not want to have children, other than that he believes its a waste of time and money. | |||
=== Mental health === | |||
d9eoead has noted that he shows many signs of ASPD (antisocial personality disorder) such as emotional detachment, lack of empathy, lack of concern for others, and manipulative behavior. d9eoead struggles heavily with empathy, doing things that personally or emotionally affect other people and then lacking a lot or any care for those people. A big example of this is a "prank" he pulled on Lime.owot, scaring him in DMs by telling him that he would be banned from OWOT and OWOP. When confronted about this several times by Lime, d9eoead deflected and avoided confrontation, saying he did not know what he was talking about. Even despite the emotional distress that he caused to Lime, d9eoead barely shows any regard. However, d9eoead feels far more for animals, this can be seen when he lashed out at Fernozzle when he discussed killing clams and lobsters, urging him to do it painlessly. | |||
d9eoead also struggles with identity. When d9eoead was a child, he was exposed to the internet very early in his development. He switched between many identities and aliases and it impacted with his sense of self. This caused him to have a habit of changing his personality to fit the environment. When he first found OWOT, it was quite a toxic place, full of edgy humor and trolls. Thus, while he was still developing as a child, his personality molded to fit the environment. The toxicity of OWOT at the time was internalized, and formed what he believes to be the "default" personality. Because this hateful, toxic personality is the "default", it's the easiest one his brain can "pull off", he easily reverts and becomes more vicious, often leading to his reputation becoming more damaged. | |||
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''im afraid there is no me anymore. there is only the me that you know.'' | |||
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This unconscious need to change his personality to fit the environment also led to him questioning his gender back in late August. He had been growing his hair out, leading to him becoming more androgynous in appearance. d9eoead doesn't actually care about gender and just goes with it because he can't actually assert how he truly feels; he simply changes to fit the environment. When he finally cut his hair shorter, he stopped questioning his gender or having "transfem thoughts" because he became more masculine in appearance. | |||
=== Opinions on plurality === | |||
<blockquote> | |||
''doesn’t life just feel kind of meaningless knowing you’re something that was created by boredom'' | |||
''im not trying to objectify here but children are whole ass biological lifeforms that can act of their own will. with alters you just think about their personality traits and then just… make them. this is of a much higher degree with fictives'' | |||
''like the process of making them. isn’t it just like making a sims character? none of your traits are yours. you didn’t choose to be this way, someone else did because they were bored'' | |||
''if i was an alter i would want to kill myself but i can’t without harming the body which is something i dont want to do cause it would put the other alters at risk'' | |||
''I’d basically be trapped. I would have been created with all these memories against my will because the host was bored. My life would be expendable'' | |||
''And for what? Boredom? Self-exploration? To be able to create an entire individual life… do these alters even fit into human rights? They’re just expendable though? Like they can be created and destroyed at will'' | |||
''I know they can change their traits but it’s kind of objectifying that they are just created with them like a sims character. It’s kind of horrifying how the definition of an individual can be stretched to such a degree and it kind of just adds a new level of meaningless to me. It’s sort of like Satan from Mark Twain’s “The Mysterious Stranger”, he creates these human lives and when they all die horrifically he just doesn’t care. He can just make new ones and start over like they’re just his playthings'' | |||
''They can just be resurrected. Like it creates a whole new level of meaningless in that lives aren’t special. You can be created and destroyed and brought back.'' | |||
''I think you people should watch Pantheon or play Soma. Very interesting philosophically and stretches the definition of an individual life or identity to its limits'' | |||
''Like how brain scans are technically identical to that person’s entire personality, their memories, their identity, etc. but it’s… not them. It can be treated like a computer program. In the game Soma, you have to get a password from a worker whose brain has been scanned and put into a computer simulation. You have to coax the information out of the brain-scanned personality and you can open up multiple simulations, even pretending to be his girlfriend to gain his trust. You can do things like torture him and then you can just close simulations and start over.'' | |||
''Like im saying when you restart the simulation are you technically killing him? It’s just a simulation of his…… entire being. Personality, memories, everything. You can make him stop existing. And then you can bring him back as if nothing happened. It’s very disturbing to me'' | |||
''I’m talking about the identities themselves and whether they should be considered their own lives. That’s where the simulation stuff comes in'' | |||
''You can bring them back, no? It's like a video game. You go in, and design your character. Like Sims. And then you can just delete them. If they get a little rowdy, it's okay, you can make new ones when you need them.'' | |||
''It's the host's choice to do what they want with them. And that is what scares me.'' | |||
''If I was an alter, I would not want that much control and dictation over my very being and core. That is why I would want to die if I was in a system.'' | |||
</blockquote> | |||
==Worlds== | ==Worlds== | ||
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By the beginning 2025, the tree had been extended upwards to 380 Y and downwards to -29 Y. It is one of the longest known worlds and has the distinction of being made entirely by hand. [[FP]] himself complimented d9 for his effort, recounting how he used to give out certificates for handmade content. | By the beginning 2025, the tree had been extended upwards to 380 Y and downwards to -29 Y. It is one of the longest known worlds and has the distinction of being made entirely by hand. [[FP]] himself complimented d9 for his effort, recounting how he used to give out certificates for handmade content. | ||
[[File:Tree of plants.png|center|thumb|805x805px]] | [[File:Tree of plants.png|center|thumb|805x805px|[[Large OWOT screenshots|Large screenshot]] of the world]] | ||
=== /tree_of_vertebrates === | === /tree_of_vertebrates === | ||
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=== /tree_of_plants_v2 === | === /tree_of_plants_v2 === | ||
[https://ourworldoftext.com/tree_of_plants_v2 The successor to /tree_of_plants], it is supposed to be an expanded version, listing taxons below family but above genus. It's also meant to be more aesthetically pleasing, with every individual taxon given a different color. However, it only covers gymnosperms and angiosperms. | [https://ourworldoftext.com/tree_of_plants_v2 The successor to /tree_of_plants], it is supposed to be an expanded version, listing taxons below family but above genus. It's also meant to be more aesthetically pleasing, with every individual taxon given a different color. However, it only covers gymnosperms and angiosperms. As of late 2025 it is currently ongoing, with d9 occasionally streaming himself adding to the world on the [[OWOT Discord]]. | ||
d9eoead ranted on the OWOT discord about his thoughts on his progress on /tree_of_plants_v2, why he makes these worlds, and how it has affected him: | d9eoead ranted on the OWOT discord about his thoughts on his progress on /tree_of_plants_v2, why he makes these worlds, and how it has affected him: | ||
<blockquote> | <blockquote>''Honestly I do not know what the fuck I'm gonna do once I get to Asteraceae. 43 tribes in 12 subfamilies, and god knows how many fucking subtribes, and still ongoing research.'' | ||
''This might be bad for my mental health but oh well.'' | ''This might be bad for my mental health but oh well.'' | ||
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''People have said that maybe the tree worlds are overdone, but I love making them. This is art to me. this is self expression via something that I absolutely love: science. And I wish people would genuinely understand how much it means to me'' | ''People have said that maybe the tree worlds are overdone, but I love making them. This is art to me. this is self expression via something that I absolutely love: science. And I wish people would genuinely understand how much it means to me'' | ||
''Sorry for the rant.''" | ''Sorry for the rant.'' | ||
'''— d9 on the OWOT Discord'''</blockquote>/tree_of_plants_v2 was abandoned on October 17th, 2025, with d9 instead shifting focus to a tree of animals. The world was roughly 100 coordinates long in its final state.<gallery mode="packed" heights="600"> | |||
File:Topv2 1.png | |||
File:Topv2 2.png | |||
File:Topv2 3.png | |||
File:Topv2 4.png | |||
</gallery> | |||
=== /solar_system_scale_v2 === | |||
[https://ourworldoftext.com/solar_system_scale_v2 /solar_system_scale_v2] was created in March 2025, and became [[World of the Day|WOTD]] in September. | |||
[[File:Solar system scale v2.png|center|thumb|495x495px|The Sun]] | |||
=== /tree_of_animals === | |||
[https://ourworldoftext.com/tree_of_animals /tree_of_animals] was started in September 2025 and is currently ongoing. It is roughly 70 coordinates long.<gallery mode="packed" heights="600"> | |||
File:Tree of animals 1.png | |||
File:Tree of animals 2.png | |||
File:Tree of animals 3.png | |||
</gallery> | |||
==Personal info== | |||
=== Gender === | |||
d9eoead has also stated that he may have been questioning transfem when he was younger, roleplaying as female on MPP the majority of the time. In mid 2025, he has stated that he began questioning transfem again, having thoughts about identifying a female. D9eoead has revealed that he was not truly transgender, and those feelings were spurred due to his lack of actual identity. Nevertheless, he is cisgender and identifies as male. | |||
==Trivia== | ==Trivia== | ||
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** Tokyo Ghoul | ** Tokyo Ghoul | ||
** Pantheon (the animated show) | ** Pantheon (the animated show) | ||
** Twin Peaks | |||
* d9eoead used to roleplay as a homicidal maniac, trolling people with the persona by "skinning people alive and boiling them in oil". | * d9eoead used to roleplay as a homicidal maniac, trolling people with the persona by "skinning people alive and boiling them in oil". | ||
* d9eoead's birthday is on August 18, 2010. | * d9eoead's birthday is on August 18, 2010. | ||
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[[Category:World Creators]] | [[Category:World Creators]] | ||
[[Category:Discord Users]] | [[Category:Discord Users]] | ||
[[Category:Controversial users]] | |||
[[Category:Drama]] | [[Category:Drama]] | ||